tears ...

I cried last night. For a few days tears was behind my eyelids and waiting for a moment to fall and last night it happened. I had not any reason and I had thousands reasons to cry.

This country, this city, this life is not very cruel to me. I am cruel to myself. I am not kind with any one and I am more unkind to myself.

I don't have a clue what will happen to my life in next year or even next month but I need to keep calm and carry on. In the end every thing is going to be alright.

It seems so easy to write this words but last night every thing seems so imposible.

I have the most disturbing sleeps in my entire life but hopefully every thing getting normal.

I can't do other thing just keep trying and keeping my routines and hope for the best...